This afternoon I got in the car and headed up the road as I went home. I can't believe our little road trip is over! It's so crazy.

Well...how to recap this trip? I don't really know. I think I learned a lot. I think I also have a lot, A LOT, of questions now about who I am, what I believe, and what I want for this life. I feel like I was freed of a lot of stuff. I feel like a lot of struggles for me are gone now from the experiences of the trip and the onething conference. I also feel like it's not just a spiritual high but actual freedom from trouble and sin, which is really exciting. I was talking to Michael Scruggs earlier tonight about the conference and the trip. I told him that something I really appreciated was the honesty we experienced at onething and TheCall. I really appreciate the church being honest with one another about tough issues; about sexual sin and depression and pain. It was also great for myself and Ben, Ben, and Sarajane to build community among the four of us and to be able to be honest with each other.

I have realized that I'm not necessarily the person I thought I was before. Some of the personal attributes I thought I had, or more so wished I had, I really don't have. I now know that there is so much that I need to learn.

I don't know...that's enough rambling about the trip.

It's back to GWU in a few days! I think I'm kind of excited...but I'm not sure.